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Changes

I’m sorry I haven’t posted here for a while. So many weird and wonderful things (ooh, alliteration!) have happened in the last month that I could’ve blogged about, but I didn’t. Why? I honestly have no clue. The time just flew away. You know, when I started blogging again earlier in the year, I told myself that this time, the blogging was for myself, and myself alone – a record of my life. Who cares if no one reads it?

The truth is, I do.

As much as I try to convince myself that I don’t, some part of me will always want a large ‘fan’ base, comments, interaction… You know the deal. I promised myself that this time, it would be different. I’d actually put some effort into maintaining this website, after so many years of neglect. That promise I made to myself obviously failed… The first thing I had on my list was to create a layout, and I don’t see that happening any time soon, at the pace I’m going.

Several years ago, I used to put most of my time into running websites, making sure everything – translation: almost nothing – worked, affiliating with others, etc. The key thing that’s changed now is the lack of time I have. Days go by so quickly, weeks are a blur, and months fade into each other without any significance.

Hopefully, one day, I’ll be able to take this whole website malarkey seriously again. Until then, I guess I’ll have to be satisfied with performing at a substandard level, for lack of better words. I hate that, but there’s really nothing I can do to change it.

  1. If it is any consolation for you: I read it :-)

  2. Luci
    Twitter:
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    And yeah, I’ll always be your stalker :razz:

  3. Caledonia says:

    How your blog looks isn’t really important – it’s what you say. I gave up trying to do everything by myself ages ago and happily put up premade designs. And, I never really resorted to the whole affiliation thing anyway. I don’t get a lot of comments at the best of times but people seem to find me eventually – mainly from comments I leave on other blogs.

    Stop trying to be the best and just be yourself. I’d like to know more about your Thai heritage if you are stuck for topics.

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